Because i trusted so much

Everything is because i trusted so much

Dreams

Dreams that come at night
You won't know when you're in one because it seemed so real
When you're in a dream, what happened in your real life doesn't exist
Appearing at places that you don't know, but there you're yourself with the people you know
Couldn't control what's happening and never remembering what really happened yesterday
Waking up only finding that now yourself is in a distant land of nowhere
Further than the one that you felt when you're in the dream

Depth

Heart would tremble so bad even its just a moment flash back of what happened

How could it happen, what did i did so wrongly?

That could had caused such unimaginable outcome

Not only that my purposes never being understood, i had been framed

And no matter of what i do, or how hard to i tried to say...is never accepted what they're supposed to meant

I don't even know why

Every moment of silence would invade my mind, slitting my throat from the inside

Causing breath to slip away

Searching and waiting, but never finding anything

How many years had it been?

The trust and the sincerity that grew from sorrows of half a life time, are treated less than nothing