Maybe or Because I'm Stupid

Knew that could not afford to lose anymore but still
Gave everything and lost everything
Never at least could imagined
Everything isn't the same anymore
There's nothing how could there be anything
Sleep is a journey to dreams that revoke nightmares
Awakening is finding myself in hell
Silence used to be peace, but it's heavy now
Time that i need to prove and show...
Every ticking second drowning a little deeper
Chances i need to prove and show...
Leaving me suffocating unable to breath
Dead but had to be stubborn to cling on to life

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget