Everlasting Innocence

How much stubborn i could get
How much stubborn do i need to be?
No matter how much
It is still far incomparable to this stubborn heart
Confused what to believe
Never knew which is the truth
The touch of happiness and meaning of peace forgotten
Becoming distant memories
Only remembered that it happened
Never even know why
Stubborn is only way to deny but the everlasting pain could always remind no matter how far
The cost of incomparable love is too much to bear when it's not being realized, even just a little
All along i had been very clear that i could not afford to lose any much more
But i still do gave 100% with all of my heart
I had been telling you that this is no ordinary love
We started this together
But you ended it all by yourself without even trying to understand or listen
Not once... but twice...
If one day i disappeared forever
Only a little part of the universe in my heart would remain
And those are the contents i am writing here everyday when things are getting heavier