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Everything seems abnormal
Things that are happening doesn't feel familiar like it used to be
Every time looking out of the window finding nothing
Every time kept looking and trying to find, but nothing at all
Even the weather had been acting strange
Troubles getting to sleep...heavy rain waking me up during late nights...looking through window...nothing...just feeling tired and having headaches...
Had i been thinking too much or things really turned this way?
Gave everything but things turned out this way...great...
What mistake did i made so seriously that at a sudden everything became these
It's not the first time and i did kept trying my best, even more everytime.
Does it really have to come to this?
Am i not sincered enough?
Not honest enough?
Not passionate enough?
Thought i had given everything that i had